allexis' diary

the girl who always looks sad but claims she’s fine.
the girl who puts sad away messages up everyday.
the girl who when she sees you, smiles a half a smile.
the girl who always has time to listen to you vent and is willing to give her opinion to help you in anyway that she can.
the girl who cares about helping everyone but herself.
the girl who cries every night before she goes to sleep.
the girl who pretends that she’s okay while she's dying inside.
the girl who says she’s happy for you when you get a new girlfriend while jealousy is raging inside her.
the girl who hugs you when you’re down but secretly wishes she could hug you forever.
the girl who tries to look beautiful even though she knows she’s not.
the girl who says that she’ll always be there for you & means it.
that’s me that is the story of my life...

source: http://xxdailydreamxx.tripod.com/id15.html

it has been almost one yr since i've updated my blog.. now currently studying in ums,taking food science and nutrition, 2nd sem. waiting for my 2 months semester break. will hav finals in less than a mth, but haven't even started doing revisions.

busy with diff uni programmes.. driving me nuts sometimes, when having too much stuff to do.. there was once, last wed, when i was supposed to be at 3 meetings at 7.30pm.. the story.. went to reading room at kpgE for journal assignment meeting. then saw biochem gp members thr too, biochem assignment discussion was also there.. then after a while food bites ssmp friends were there for meeting too.. huh..

most of my friends are on facebook.. few used to have blogger acc but i doubt that thy're still blogging. everyone seems to be 'facebook-ing' nowadays.. n i've lost my friends' blogger links when my blog was 'reconstructed'..

same as always, feel free to drop comments..

YEAH!! Happy cuz I'm goin to MIJF this yr.. So this'll b the 3rd yr I'm goin.. Some may ask, what's so interesting bout it? Well, it's da music and atmosphere that's.. It's hard to describe. To me, it's relaxing, fun, and enjoyable. The performers:

Fri, 08/05/09
1. Double Take (Malaysia)
2. Bombay Baja Brass Band (UK)
3. John Kaizan Neptune's Steps in Time (Japan)
4. Alamonde (Australia)

Sat, 09/05/09
1. Dites 34 (France)
2. Jeff Maluleke (South Africa)
3. Rumba Caldaza (Canada)
4. Thomson Big Band (Singapore)

This is what I've got for those who wants to know.. This is the info fr the brochure.. Can't wait!!

Great movie.. It's jz another version of Cinderella. The only difference is thr's a lot of dancing in this movie, which I ♥ very much.. So the Cinderella in this movie is Mary Santiago (Selena Gomez) and the Charming Prince is Joey Parker (Drew Seeley). The evil stepmother is Dominique Blatt- a singer- and her two daughters are Britt and Bree.. Mary's mom was actually Dominique's back up dancer and 'took' Mary in when her mom died. That's how Mary became her 'stepdaughter', which in this movie is becoming her servant/ slave.

I'm jz gonna add my fave scenes from the movie (which I got fr Youtube), cuz I thr's no point for me to go blogging bout the synopsis. Below is the link..
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1071358/synopsis

This scene is where Mary sneaks into a dance sch to learn dancing secretly..



This is my favourite.. The tango, at the Black and White Ball. The song is called 'Valentine's Dance Tango' by The Twins.

AGHHHH!!! STPM results will b out tomoro.. Found out 3 days ago n now I feel.. Very scared, nervous, my heart is racing like it won't go back to normal rate.. Feel so weak.. N it's not that I haven't eaten for days.. Freakin out here..